339 Days Until the Big Five-0

Whenever I spend time with my daughter I wonder about how much of our time together will she remember. What will she be saying about me when she is my age? How is our relationship shaping the person she will become? I know of all my experiences and relationships I always considered my mother and the relationship we have had as being THE thing that has shaped me and affected me. I blame my mother for everything bad and give her credit for everything good in my life. I always did. Objectively speaking that does not seem realistic or even possible. Maybe I need to go listen to some Pink Floyd.